I'm Lost ?

Salaam alaikum :)

Recently I have this one feeling that I feel in my stomach.

So, I posted one status at my FB sounds like :

The time when I feel I am useless is when I feel that I didn't understand what happen around me at the moment. And it is happen to me right now.

*Heart, please be good :( *

Okay, usually I will feel this way when I am expose to something new.

For example, at the beginning of the semester, when I am expose to new subjects.

Well, of course I don't have any idea about the subjects aite?

And at the moment, I don't have the feeling that I can do good for these subjects.

Sometimes, I will feel this way until the end of the semester.

Still, I try my best to get the best.

Maybe I just should not put too much hopes.

And recently I got selected to be the head project for an event.

It just a small event.

However, it is something new to me.

And I feel nervous and anxious.

I am sooooo afraid that I can't give my best for the project.

I don't like this situation :(

Even though I'm rarely get stress,

but I'm easily demotivated

*It's a different thing I guess. LOL XD *

Allah, please give me strength :)

P/s : I'm sorry I get jealous when I see you with the new kid. Well, I know I should not feel that way. *Blame my heart* XD